Love me...
RAPAPAMPAM!!!
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12:22 AM by ||Mizbehavin|Bitched||
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! CHOLLY CHOLLY MELANCHOLY. TRALALALALALALALA!!!!!
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12:19 AM by ||Mizbehavin|Bitched||
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! LALALALALALALALA!!!
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12:12 AM by ||Mizbehavin|Bitched||
C-O-M-P-L-I-C-A-T-E-D
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7:23 PM by ||Mizbehavin|Bitched||
ear drums bangin to- Workin' It Out.
Drag My Feet
sometimes i just feel like draggin my feet
too afraid to face all those pressure
falling on me.
it's so difficult for me to work things out
especially when i think that i'm in a relationship.
i still don't wanna give up.
but i feel so much pain in me.
everything i do is wrong.
wadeva i say is wrong.
how can i have that confidence in me to live on?
i wonder whether i should stick to my old
rusty life or should i try something new.
but of course, everyone wants something new.
but u see, the problem is, i can't bear to part with
all those memories i had in the past.
i can't bear to leave his sight.
yeah. now u get the gist of what i'm talking about.
the truth is i'm in love.
but with whom?
now, i'm not gonna get that in detail.
should i analyse or go myself for a test?
i need a mind and heart therapy
IF there is such thing.
recently, somethin major happened.
maybe major to me.
but not sure about others.
so the thing is, i don't know which one to trust.
i know its really complicated.
thats the way i feel now.
PLAIN COMPLICATED.
that's the way i feel.
my gun is love.
shoot me.
xoxoNuruLxoxo
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7:13 PM by ||Mizbehavin|Bitched||
just a piccy of me. U-G-L-Y!
ROCK ON!
Errr??? wad was that suppose to mean???
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2:22 AM by ||Mizbehavin|Bitched||
ear drums bangin to- Seniorita
Angel who can't pronounce "R"
I'm back from camp!!!
actually it was like a few days ago.
hahaz. it was the best of the best man!
made lotsa frens and i love em!!
they're the coolest bunch of crappos i met on earth.
they're soo fun to be with!
CHIHUAHUA was my group's name
and we won the BEST GROUP!
wad else can i say about it?
played with mud.
broke my nails.
tasteless food which taste like shit.
who cares? at least they filled my tummy.
heehee.
i simply love the camp.
the best.
it came out on the newpaper and make
it sound so noble. yeah!
cool people too!
rite...enough of that.
i'm so bored.
nothin to do at home.
yeah i know. haven't been bloggin
for like the pass 2 weeks!!!!
GOSH!
i miss bloggin ya noe...
and yeah, can't wait to go out with
my campin new friends.
YEAHH!!!
yay*
and syadie, i'm not in love.
i've not fallen in love with anybody.
and amir, i miss not seein ya my cousiny.
and who else?
*winks*
i just wanna say, I LOVE THE CAMP!
i love it. i love it.
i've been receiving lotsa mails.
lotsa ppl requesting for frens in friendster.
and gosh... lots more.
wadeva it is.
i love it.
gtg now. love ya people.
be glad that i blogged!
gonna blog soon.
ta-ta.
xoxoNuruLxoxo
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2:12 AM by ||Mizbehavin|Bitched||
ear drums bangin to- The Voice Within
Is This Life?
For me, life's quite tough.
Rite now, i have sorta family problems.
Although it doesn't really involves me,
i really feel so stressed up.
I Wonder when i can just get out
of this stressed up reality and lead back
my happy life.
Yeah. Didn't get to sleep yesterday
and around 5 am, Kevin called.
but i didn't pick up, my dad did
but he hanged up.
So i called him in the afternoon
asking kevin wad he wants from me.
I know, by the tone of his voice, he is
quite stressed up and frustrated.
Gosh. I wish i could help him.
What his is mine too. Well, USED TO.
but now it's not.
but i don't mind
helping him as a friend.
of course, i still love him.
a lot.
i can't deny my love for him.
i miss him truly.
he asked me out.
but i don't know how to respond coz
all these while, i have been the one
dying wanting to see him.
but now, its him who wants me to see him.
i want to.
of course.
but i just don't know how.
its funny that u can get so close to a
person
but after months of not being with them,
u'll feel uncomfortable around them.
Still, i don't even know whether he's serious
in meeting me.
maybe he's just kidding me.
God knows.
well, i just hope things will work out
fine with me and him
and it'll get back to normal soon.
I Wish.
xoxo`NuruL
and here's a piccy of me. BLEAHZ!
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4:23 PM by ||Mizbehavin|Bitched||
ear drums bangin to- Stand
If you will just take me, it might just complete me
Tired. Damn tired.
Just came back from Hari Raya visitings.
*Oomph, at least the money's good.
*lol* jokin'.
newayz, lately i have been having
bad dreams! HELP ME.
but who cares. at least God saves me.
errmm.... i'm so lonely nowadays.
very lonely.
wish someone could be here with me
right now.
i need some sweet loving.
*lol*
alrite, that's enuff for todae.
take care.
xoxo`NuruL
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10:47 PM by ||Mizbehavin|Bitched||
ear drums bangin to- When You Say Nothin At All.
Missing You.
it's strange that i'm being the person i am now.
i've become more reasonable with myself.
i'm more independent.
i really miss the times i had with my ex-Love.
everywhere i went, he's always there in my mind.
i imagine that he's right there in front of me.
"You are the one that i love,
your face gives me the light that shines in mt heart
lookin at you makes me happy
i need you truly
but now u've left
bringing my heart away
leaving me alone
and there's no one here with me.
i love you and i need you.
i wish you'll come back to me..."
Yeah... i really miss Kevin.
but i'm okay rite now.
i'm slowly recovering from the nightmare
that i recently had.
i wish.
well, been goin shopping lately.
bought this cute mini skirt from Miss Selfridge which cost me like $59
and err a future state top n much much more.
hehe.
i'll blog again tomorrow.
take care people.
miss ya guys.
xoxo`NuruL
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11:23 PM by ||Mizbehavin|Bitched||
GOSH. i've been busy lately. i won't be updating ya guys. sorrie sorrie sorrie. haha at my cuzzin's house ryte now. can't use the net in my house cuz like there's some internet connection error. wadeva la. gonna get it fixed soon. newayz, take care ppl and selamat hari raya and christmas. *LOL* syadie, syadiq, MISS YA LOADS!!! gonna call u soon aite? selamat hari raya ppl. haha.
and happi holidays.
newayz, 5-8dec i'll be havin a camp. byeeee~!!!!!
BUSY BUSY BUSY.
xoxoNuruLxoxo
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10:52 PM by ||Mizbehavin|Bitched||
ear drums bangin to- N'sync song.
MAKEOVER!
gosh. i just permed my hair.
ceramic perm. its ok.
not bad.
but i still prefer my original hair.
haha.
my sis paid for it.
newayz, it was danish's beeday todae.
went to celebrate it with my sis.
it was quite fun.
haha.
i have nothin else to write
cept' that i'm kinda admiring my hair now.
haha.
bleahs.
xoxoNuruLxoxo
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